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On this page you will see why I feel the way I do about God's Creatures,
and if your here long enough,
I guarantee you'll feel what I feel in my heart.
I want to introduce you to a little guy named Sam,
Had I known, had i been there...
I would have gladly given all I had to save him.
This page has a serious *Kleenex warning*
but its message needed to get out......
so here it is.

My Name is Sam

After I was discharged from the Navy, Jim and I moved back to Detroit
to use our GI bill benefits to get some schooling.
Jim was going for a degree in Electronics
and I after much debating decided to get mine in Computer Science.
One of the classes that was a requirement was Speech. Like many people,
I had no fondness for getting up in front of people for any reason
let alone to be the center of attention as I stuttered my way
through some unfamiliar subject, but I couldn't get out of the requirement
and so I found myself in my last semester before graduation with Speech as one of my classes.
On the first day of class our professor explained to us that he was going to leave the subject manner of our talks up to us,
but he was going to provide the motivation of the speech.
We would be responsible for six speeches,
each with a different motivation. For instance our first speech's purpose was to inform.
He advised us to pick subjects that we were interested in and knowledgeable about.
I decided to center my six speeches around animals especially dogs.
For my first speech to inform, I talked about the equestrian art of dressage.
For my speech to demonstrate, I brought my German Shepherd, Bodger to class
and demonstrated obedience commands.
Finally the semester was almost over and I had but one more speech to give.
This speech was to take the place of a written final exam
and was to count for fifty per cent of our grade.
The speeches motivation was to persuade.
After agonising over a subject matter, and keeping with my animal theme,
I decided on the topic of spaying and neutering pets.
My goal was to try to persuade my classmates to neuter their pets.

So I started researching the topic.
There was plenty of material, articles that told of the millions of dogs and cats
that were euthanised every year, of supposedly beloved pets
that were turned in to various animal control facilities for the lamest of reason,
or worse dropped off far from home, bewildered and scared.
Death was usually a blessing.
The final speech was looming closer, but I felt well prepared.
My notes were full of facts and statistics that I felt sure would motivate
even the most naive of pet owner to succumb to my plea.
A couple of days before our speeches were due, I had the bright idea of
going to the local branch of the Humane Society
and borrowing a puppy to use as a sort of a visual aid.

I called the Humane Society and explained what I wanted.
They were very happy to accommodate me. I made arrangements
to pick up a puppy the day before my speech.
The day before my speech, I went to pick up the puppy.
I was feeling very confident. I could quote all the statistics
and numbers without ever looking at my notes. The puppy, I felt, would add the final emotional touch.
When I arrived at the Humane Society I was met by a young guy, named Ron.
He explained that he was the public relations person for the Humane Society.
He was very excited about my speech and asked if I would like a tour of the facilities
before I picked up the puppy. I enthusiastically agreed.

We started out in the reception area,
which was the general public's initial encounter with the Humane Society. The lobby was full, mostly with people
dropping off various animals that they no longer wanted.
Ron explained to me that this branch of the Humane society took in about fifty animal a day
and adopted out twenty.
As we stood there I heard snatches of conversation,
"I can't keep him, he digs holes in my garden"
"There such cute puppies,
I know you will have no trouble finding homes for them."
"She is wild , I can't control her."

I heard one of Humane Society's volunteer explain to the lady with the litter of puppies
that the Society was filled with puppies and that these puppies, being black,
would immediately be put to sleep.
Black puppies, she explained, had little chance of being adopted.
The woman who brought the puppies in just shrugged,
"I can't help it" she whined " They are getting too big,
I don't have room for them."

We left the reception area, Ron lead me into the staging area
where all the incoming animal were evaluated for adoptability.
Over half never even made it to the adoption center.
There were just too many. Not only were people bringing in their own animal,
but strays were also dropped off.

By law the humane society had to hold a stray for three days.
If the animal was not claimed by then it was euthanised,
since there was no background information on the animal.
There were already too many animals that had a known history
eagerly provided by their soon to be x owners.
As we went through the different areas,
I felt more and more depressed.
No amount of statistics, could take the place of seeing the reality of what this throw away attitude
did to the living breathing animal. It was over overwhelming.

Finally Ron stopped in front of a closed door. "That's it." He said.
"Except for this." I read the sign on the door.
"Euthanization Area."
"Do you want to see one?" He asked.
Before I could decline, he interjected, "You really should,
you can't tell the whole story unless you experience the end."
I reluctantly agreed.
"Good." He said " I already cleared it and Peggy is expecting you."

He knocked firmly on the door.
It was opened immediately by a middle aged woman, in a white lab coat.
"Here's the girl I was telling you about." Ron explained.
Peggy looked me over.
"Well I'll leave you here with Peggy
and meet you in the reception area in about fifteen minutes.
I'll have the puppy ready." With that Ron departed, leaving me standing
in front of the stern looking Peggy. Peggy motioned me in.

As I walked into the room, I gave a audible gasp.
The room was small and sparten.
There were a couple of cages on the wall
and a cabinet with syringes and vials of a clear liquid.
In the middle of the room was a examining table with a rubber mat on top.
There were two doors other then the one I had entered. Both were closed,
one said to incinerator room, and the other had no sign,
but I could hear various animals noises coming for behind the closed door.
In the back of the room, near the door that was marked incinerator,
were the objects that caused my distress.
Two wheel barrels, filled with the bodies of dead kittens and puppies.
I stared in horror.
Nothing had prepared me for this,
I felt my legs grow weak and my breathing become rapid and shallow.

I wanted to run from that room, screaming.
Peggy seemed not to notice my state of shock.
She started talking about the euthanizaton process, but I wasn't hearing her.
I could not tear my gaze away from the wheel barrels
and those dozens of pathetic little bodies.
Finally, Peggy seemed to noticed that I was not paying attention to her.
"Are you listening?" She asked irritably.
"I'm only going to go through this once.
I tore my gaze from the back of the room and looked at her.
I opened my mouth to say something, but nothing would come out, so I nodded.

She told me that behind the unmarked door were the animals
that were scheduled for euthanasia that day.
She picked up the a chart that was hanging from the wall.
"One fifty three is next." She said as she looked at the chart.
"I'll go get him."
She laid down the chart on the examining table and started for the unmarked door.
Before she got to the door she stopped and turned around.
"You aren't going to get hysterical are you?" She asked
" Because that will only upset the animals."
I shook my head. I had not said a word since I walked into that room.
I still felt unsure if I would be able to without breaking down into tears.
As Peggy open the unmarked door I peered into the room beyond.
It was a small room, but the walls were lined and stacked with cages.
It looked like they were all occupied.
Peggy opened the door of one of the lower cages and removed the occupant.

From what I could see it looked like a medium size dog.
She attached a leash and ushered the dog into the room in which I stood.
As Peggy brought the dog into the room I could see
that the dog was no more than a puppy maybe five or six months old.
The pup looked to be a cross between a Lab and a German shepherd.
He was mostly black, with a small amount of tan above his eyes and on his feet.
He was very excited and bouncing up and down,
trying to sniff everything in this new environment.
Peggy lifted the pup onto the table.
She had a card in her hand.
which she laid on the table next to me. I read the card.
It said that number one fifty three was a mixed Shepherd, 6 months old.
He was surrendered two days ago by a family.
Reason of surrender was given as
"jumps on children."
At the bottom was a note that said Name: Sam.
Peggy was quick and efficient , from lots of practice, I guessed.

She laid one fifty three down on his side and tied a rubber tourniquet around his front leg.
She turned to fill the syringe from the vial of clear liquid.
All this time I was standing at the head of the table.
I could see the moment that one fifty three went from a curious puppy
to a terrified puppy.
He did not like being held down and he started to struggle.
It was then that I finally found my voice.
I bent over the struggling puppy and whispered "Sam." " Your name is Sam."

At the sound of his name Sam quit struggling.
He wagged his tail tentatively and his soft pink tongue darted out and licked my hand
And that is how he spent his last moment.
I watched his eyes fade from hopefulness to nothingness.
It was over very quickly.
I had never even seen Peggy give the lethal shot.

The tears could not be contained any longer.
I kept my head down so as not to embarrass myself in front of the stoic Peggy.
My tears fell onto the still body on the table.
"Now you know." Peggy said softly.
Then she turned away. "Ron will be waiting for you."
I left the room. Although it seem like it had been hours,
only fifteen minutes had gone by since Ron had left me at the door.
I made my way back to the reception area.
True to his word, Ron had the puppy already to go.
After giving me some instructions about what to feed the puppy ,
he handed the carrying cage over to me and wished me good luck on my speech.
That night I went home and spent many hours playing with the orphan puppy.
I went to bed that night but I could not sleep.
After awhile I got up and looked at my speech notes with their numbers and statistics.
Without second thought I tore them up and threw them away. I went back to bed.
Sometime during the night I finally fell asleep.
The next morning I arrived at my Speech class with Puppy Doe.
When my turn came to give my speech.
I walked up to the front the class with the puppy in my arms.
I took a deep breath,
and I told the class about the life and death of Sam.
When I finished my speech I became aware that I was crying.
I apologized to the class and took my seat.

After class the teacher handed out a critique with our grades. I had got a "A".
His comments said "Very moving and persuasive."

Two days latter, on the last day of class,
one of my classmates came up to me.
She was a older lady that I had never spoken to in class.
She stopped me on our way out of the class room.
"I want you to know that I adopted the puppy you brought to class." She said.
"His name is Sam."

~Author Unknown~

Now I realize, your probably crying,
and maybe even a little upset with me for making you sad.
But my point is this, crying wont do much.....
we HAVE got to get this story out.
We have to make people see. If you already have a beloved pet, or several..
have them spayed or neutered.
If you dont own one, for God's sake, adopt one if you can.
Adopting 2 would be better still.
Donations, donations, donations!
Donate to your local humane society,
so that they may better care for the unfortunate souls who land there.
And last but not least...
forward this page to everyone you know!
Get it into your local papers and media.
And God bless you for caring.
Peace and Love,

Use the tune Away In A Manger
Away in the shelter only steel for a bed The little tiny Kitten laid down his sweet head
with none to love him here's where he'll stay Where no one will hold him at all this day.
People are busy, the kitten awakes But little sweet kitty no mews does he make
Forgive us little baby, for what can we do There are just too few of us and too many of you
Be brave little kitty the angels are near Close by and forever they will hold you dear
I love you little kitty the angels do say Soon you will be with us forever to stay.

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